I can't help but feel useless.
The people i care around me.
So what if you can make it,
it's only a moment of satisfaction and relief.
But who can confirm you're going to be fine,
no matter what.
So what if you can make it,
but your friends for 2years aren't?
Will you still feel happy?

I really wonder, what i could help with
But we cannot go back right?
There's nothing that can change this fact right?
They are still going to a choice that they don't want right?
I wonder, do we have to blame themselves for not
studying hard, or do we have to blame others, the school,
the teachers?

Positively, even if you go to that,
you think that now is doom,
but in fact, you still can do many things to change
that future that people see as once you go there.
Who knows, that course is not exactly bad.
Your future may not be completely ruined.
Like nothing is impossible.
There is no end, but just another beginning.
People from aesthetics, im sure will have
students that can get into a JC.
The only thing is whether you are gonna' give
yourself up now, or are you willing to work hard

So I guess the only thing now
is to climb up from where you fell.
Look forward positively.
Do your best in wherever you end up in.
I believe you'll do well.
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But, we'll still end up in different places isn't it?
I really can't bear to.
That sour feeling just flowed in after reading
Hwaimun's post.
Just like once,
music sounding, thoughts running, images passing through
every second as the bus drives,
that same sour feeling was felt.
Everything wouln't be the same.
The clique, the only clique in our class,
made up of boys and girls.

These were the first time,
there were no gender discriminations for me
since primary school.
But, having them,
was really a one-and-only memory.
I really wonder, will i have these kind of friends-guys
like them ever?
In a class, like triple science?
And girls, ever so lame, retarded, hilarious
and sick.
Where could I ever find these friends again.

How i wish, i hadn't need to say 'Goodbye"
But there's always a time for that right?
Everything will come to an end isn't it?

This post might be crap to you, but I just wanna voice out my emotions
and at the same time, hope it will be of help to those out there facing difficulties.